There's something to be said for birds and blue and mood music because
Suddenly I'm shouting and weeping and smiling and shrieking after I realize
I have blood running through my veins.
Blood that isn't thinningclottingspillingonthefloor
And if it was seeping out into a puddle I would have people to mop it up and pump it back into my skin.
I'm so insanely fucking thrilled and I don't know or care why.